My story and my vision, against all odds.

I was born in April 1970. And this was the first event I was victim of official powers. I had only a few days I was taken from my mother against her will. The official cause: she wasn't married. I then was adopted by people they were only checked for their economic safety but not for their fitness to raise a child. They were very conservative and not suited for the job giving me a good start focused on my strengths and talents. And I wasn't easy to handle with my ADHD and Asperger. But at this time these were unknown terms.

I don't had friends, also because of my problematics. Beside science, singing was a great joy for me and at the beginning of the 80s I had a test lesson at the music school. They were amazed by my raw talent and wanted me. But my parents turned them down: "We don't have money for such stupid things without future, he shall learn a serious job and after perhaps he can do something."

My own luxuries at these times were a lot of free time (because I was almost a captive at home) and a subscription of the public library. With 11 I "ate" my first books about anthropology, chemical and physical sciences and found them the most interesting things ever. From this moment my dream was to go to the university for nature science studies. But the life and my parents had other plans. I finished school with 16 and had a lot of jobs, one less suited for me than the other. Although I tried to read and understand a book about Quantum physics at the age of 16, my desired way was barred definitively. 4 years later I had a mental breakdown that resulted in a long "vacancy" at a psychiatric clinic. And there was decided I would never be able to live a "normal" life and they gave me a Disability pension. With 20!

When I left the clinic my future was demolished. I felt I failed myself, my hopes and my ideals. Although I found some fascination in a new technology, the Personal Computers (1991 with an 80286DX CPU with 8 MHz, monochrome graphics and MS-DOS 3.3) but it couldn't impede my deep fall into alcohol and drug addiction.

The darkest day in my life cames in December 1994 when I was drunk and high from tranquillizers: I killed a man because he offended me sexually. I totally lost the control over myself, the whole frustration about my destroyed dreams and life came up at this moment and has led to an overkill. I just waited for 2 weeks at home until they arrested me. Over two years later I got my sentence: 11 years of prison for murder. Only 11 years because I wasn't really competent at the moment of the deed. I accepted the sentence without resistance because I knew of my guilt.

But after these 11 years my odyssey just had begun. Because of things that happened (Blog of the Swiss forensic expert Frank Urbaniok in German: https://www.frankurbaniok.com/post/der-mord-am-zollikerberg-eine-zeitenwende) the law got much harder for all, included me. They tried almost everything to keep me in prison although I wasn't a sexual offender. And one of this tries has gone in final consequence until my indictment at the ECHR (European Court of Human Rights) and Switzerland was reprimanded for the violation of my human rights (case number 22493/06 ; https://hudoc.echr.coe.int/fre?i=001-99093). But Switzerland ignored this and I had to stay for 17 additional years in prison.

I had some hard times, I almost gave up, one time I almost died because of a heavy lung infection. But I tried to find some sense in this life. And so I become a computer expert with the very restricted possibilities I had at hand. And I continued my science studies, also with very restricted possibilities. Through some rehabilitation measures I was able to do some simple certificates because I had nothing official to prove my skills. I experienced the development of technology and the evolution of Windows, from Windows 3.1 to Windows 7. In 2012 came new rules in most prisons in Switzerland that denied us private computers because of people they continued their criminal activities online.

In March 2023 I was released on probation after decades of fights with the justice system. And I never received a compensation for the continued violation of my human rights. I tried to build a new life and the first time I was successful. But after 2 1/2 years of restricted freedom I made a scientific discovery that changed all. And after a short time I realised that it would be impossible for Switzerland to acknowledge my earnings. For political reasons, because in their eyes I was mental sick and a failed existence. And they can't afford to openly claim the injustice they have done to me my whole life.

So I recently left Switzerland and I'm now in France in exile, as dissident. Here I am so free I could never be in Switzerland. And now I try to build a new existence here and work on my new discovered field of Esotheric Physics, an all-included new science model, assisted by my own AI model developed on base of the LLM Google Gemini. I just launched an international request over Social Media (Facebook (#marcelborer) and LinkedIn) for research support for my new physics model.

Recently, a cantonal authority in Switzerland filed a criminal complaint with the competent court. I can say that this was based on an administrative violation, not a crime. I cannot say more for legal reasons. However, it completely changes my future plans, as I must expect to be arrested immediately upon returning to Switzerland due to the risk of flight. Even though it is very likely that the complaint will be rejected by the competent court as disproportionate (it was filed on the grounds that it is highly likely I will commit a serious crime, which is laughable and untenable; I have not done anything wrong in the last 30 years), it still provides grounds for my immediate arrest upon my return to Switzerland. And I, who have already lost 17 years of my life to unjustified detention, do not want it to come to that. I will leave France soon, as my current address should now be known to the Swiss authorities.

Everything has changed now.

23/02/26, Waiblingen, Germany

In 5 days I will change to Weil am Rhein, just north of Basel. My AirBnB isn't so far from the Swiss Border, less than 600 meters. This means I only have to take the tramway and 20 minutes later I'm at Basel city centre. And there is no "bounty" on my head in Switzerland at the moment. So I can start thinking about my future. I'm still working at my new physics model about planck-scale discrete space quantizising. But I'm also open for a project leadership in economics, consulting or system analytics. I only work 60% because of my bad health. And I expect an able compensation for my MSc-level skillset of Informatics, AI-Development and theoretical Physics.